#003-Family Time

Any time I go to a concert i like to look at the people around me and the people performing. The people performing control the room they made over 80,000 people come to this one space to have a good time. They are performing on the biggest stage and getting paid. But I realized that people don’t understand this is 10/15+ years of work to get here. I don’t look at their success I look at the time and work that went into building themselves to this level. I want to do that I want to know I am doing what I love because if you love what you do you will do it better than anyone else. Do I love working in new home sales? Do i love running my own business more even though it wasn’t guaranteed money. I was building great habits and loved it and I want to be the one in control of my destiny not being scared of what happens if I “fail”. Just seeing what could happen when you bet on yourself and dedicate 10+ years of your life to do something you really enjoy.

Journal - May/25/25

Hanging out with my family yesterday was great , Living on my own for 6 months now and it dose get lonely. Being at home alone for most of my days no sisters, no parents and 35 minutes away from my home town doesnt seem like a lot but the only reason to go back is for my family. Moving out was my goal and I knew it would be lonely but not how lonely it could be. When I work all week and come home to silence can be peaceful but the silence can also be loud.

My family and I are complete different and some times I can be rude to them because they aren’t on the same path I am on, but I need to realize that they don’t have to do what I want to do and I will still love them all. I noticed that I was alot less strseed and anxious just from being around my sisters and parents. I wasnt worried about work or the future I was focused on living in the moement and enjoying the good vibes that were playing out.